you know in your life, you're gonna meet a teacher you will change your life. my film teacher is so cool. he really makes you think. i actually want to pay attention in that class. we get so much work though. i wanna try my best and earn my grade. i hope trying is enough...

so i was watching gridiron gang, that movie where they take criminals from this kid jail and they play football. everytime there was like a scene where it showed gang violence and shit, it made me get a flashback to the time where me and my friends were mugged. then i started thinking of what could of happened that day. like what if i fought the dude and got the knife out of his hand but he had a gun on him. things like that. or if i got shot or my friends got shot. man, i seriously got all hot thinking about it and i started to sweat.  crime and violence is so wack. i think im scarred for life now...traumatized, thats for sure